con todo

Te necesito, Jesus. En esta vida comoda, todos dicen que no. Cuando necesito amor, tengo la gente alrededor de mi. Tengo mas de sufficiente agua, comida, y dinero. Tengo un hogar, la paz en mi paiz. Una familia, la oportunidad para vivir una vida larga y feliz. Todo tengo. 

Pero, yo se que te necesito. Puedo pensar que tengo todo, pero mi corazon me dice la opuesta. Esta sed, este dolor en mi interior dicen que incluso cuando tengo todo que este mundo dice que necesito, sobre todo, Te necesito. 

Nunca quiero vivir sin Ti, mi Rey y Salvador. Con todo mi alma, mi corazon, mi fuerza, y vida, quiero vivir para Ti, porque sin Ti, tengo nada. Soy nada sin Ti. 

Por favor, Senor, Usted viene vivo en mi. 

finally found the man with roses again

you might remember him from this post. 

After driving past 148th over and over again and always checking, I finally found him again after several months, standing there with his sign and roses, as I remember him. Just as I managed to find some change and grab a bowl of soup from all the way across the car (with my wonderful flexibility and grace, of course :P) the light turned green. And I was like “-___- I am not driving past you again.”

I parked at the gas station down the block, and then ran/walked back. Must’ve looked slightly odd, a tiny little girl scampering past speeding cars, balancing two soup bowls and some change in my tiny hands and hoodie pocket. Oh well, I guess.

Gave one soup bowl to the another homeless girl at the other exit I happened to run past (need to remember to ask for their names next time <_<) and finally gave the other to the man with the roses. 

Didn’t care a bit that I was late for fencing or that he forgot to give him one of his roses. His “God bless you” was enough, and it’s something I should’ve seen to a long time ago, and am glad I’ve finally done.